On an unspecified day in August 2017, I received a call from an acquaintance manager, heading towards a rural town slightly outside the city center. There was a female university student struggling with the decision to appear in adult videos, who desperately wanted to meet. My impression of her was that she was quiet, serious, and plain... However, when she mentioned that she loved masturbation and engaged in it 12 times a day, I felt a huge arrow deeply pierce my heart...