"Hey, you... it seems like we're going to have a baby." Seeing my husband beam with joy at my words, I was overwhelmed with complex emotions. Unwillingly married to my husband, the son of a business partner of my father's company, for nearly ten years, I could never develop affection for him. It might have been because of his presence from my student days. Every end of the month, when my husband would leave for golf, I secretly continued my relationship with him even after marriage. And today, once again...