My husband was devoted to his job, leaving the care of my father-in-law entirely to me. Feeling the limits of my unfamiliar caregiving life, I requested home care assistance... and that was the beginning of everything. I was violated by the care helper while my father-in-law slept beside me. From then on, every visit continued to be a violation, and the pleasure began to surpass the feeling of disgust. Using loneliness as an excuse, I didn't want to admit my own foolishness. But....
