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Amateur
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SIRO-2102
2014-10-31
keyskyrockmu
I am now feeling a slight tinge of regret. It stems from stepping into the world of 'SM' on a whim, a fleeting, light-hearted moment. It all began when I was 19, triggered by growing close to a 30-year-old colleague at the same workplace. He was married, tall, and a sweet, joking kind man. Gradually, we started going out for meals, visiting places to play... eventually developing into an adult relationship. Knowing it was wrong and feeling guilty towards his wife, I was still drawn to him. After about seven or eight encounters, he invited me to his apartment. That day, at his urging, we were to do something a bit SM-like. I was made completely naked, blindfolded, and handcuffed behind my back with toy handcuffs, forced to kneel and slowly topple forward. In a posture with my butt protruding, my anus and genitals were completely exposed. Although I resisted, feeling embarrassed, when he said, "Please," I couldn't refuse and followed his lead. He licked my anus and genitals, scratched them with his fingers, and despite my embarrassment, he had his way with me several times. When he came from behind and ejaculated, he said, "I'm going for a second round," and inserted himself again. The second insertion felt unusually large. He then vigorously grabbed the flesh of my buttocks, kneaded my breasts, and repeatedly performed piston movements. Afterwards, my mind went blank and I couldn't think of anything. He inserted himself into me, made me serve him orally, and I think he also deflowered my buttocks. In the end, the pleasure mixed with pain became unbearable, and my genitals lost all sensation. I fainted midway, and when I woke up, it was already morning. That was the awakening of my complete 'submissive woman' self. There's no turning back now... I can't forget that feeling, and that's why I've come back here again today.